I´ll not live forever

Look down at me and you see a fool; Look up at me and you see a God; Look straight at me and you see yourself. Can you even dare to look, or to think of me?This loathe some gargoyle, who burns in hell, but secretly yearns for heaven.
Secretly, secretly...
You'll learn to see, to find the man behind the monster. This repulsive carcass,
who seems a beast but secretly dreams of beauty.
Secretly, secretly...
I´ll light the match this morning so I won´t be alone, watch as It lies silent, for soon that will be gone. And then I´ll be a a room where the light won´t find me.